Well Michael is officially four months old now. I cannot believe how quickly time is flying by! Really, if you blink you miss something with him. His doctor visit on Friday was sweet he was so happy until they gave him two shots at which point he stuck out his bottom lip and cried. The nurse tried to soothe him but when he saw me he started crying even harder until she handed him to me, then he stopped. It was wonderful to see how Mommy can soothe, what a bond. Well, the news is that Michael is in the 6th percentile for height and weight. He is a small baby. Not a skinny baby but small. The doctor reassures me that he is totally fine and super strong. I just wish he would plump up or something. That's okay, he is my little boy even if he only weighs 12 pounds 3.5 ounces. He has doubled his birth weight!
Monday, October 26, 2009
Shots and Pumpkins and Cereal, Oh My!
Well Michael is officially four months old now. I cannot believe how quickly time is flying by! Really, if you blink you miss something with him. His doctor visit on Friday was sweet he was so happy until they gave him two shots at which point he stuck out his bottom lip and cried. The nurse tried to soothe him but when he saw me he started crying even harder until she handed him to me, then he stopped. It was wonderful to see how Mommy can soothe, what a bond. Well, the news is that Michael is in the 6th percentile for height and weight. He is a small baby. Not a skinny baby but small. The doctor reassures me that he is totally fine and super strong. I just wish he would plump up or something. That's okay, he is my little boy even if he only weighs 12 pounds 3.5 ounces. He has doubled his birth weight!
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
School Days
Friday, October 16, 2009
Butterflies

P.S. If you don't know the song, scroll down to my playlist and have a listen
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Love
This is how much God loved the world: He gave his Son, his one and only Son. And this is why: so that no one need be destroyed; by believing in him, anyone can have a whole and lasting life.
- John 3:16
Message Translation
Well, it has been two weeks since returing to work and it really doesn't get any easier leaving Michael behind. I feel so guilty leaving him with others everyday when he should be with me. I know he is fine and really at this age it is more of an out of sight, out of mind mentality. Each day he greets me with a smile or laugh. I can't wait until he can say mommy! Each day as we drive to work, I pray with Michael. We pray for our day, his teachers, my students our family and so on. I started thinking about how much I love him and that I couldn't imagine my life without him. I get it. God loves me so much more than that. What an amazing love! Even more amazing is how He could give His only son so that we could know salvation. Here I am crying because I leave Michael for 7 hours a day while God sacrificed His only Son for us! I get it now. I have always known my Heavenly Father loves me and how much Christ loves me but now I understand. When I look at Michael I see the miracle he is and I know God looks on us in the same way. To know He is there and His love is so deep is such a comfort to me, as it should be to you. I was also thinking about how innocent Michael is. He has a clean slate, his whole life ahead of him. We too can have that through Christ. We truly are born again and have a clean slate, just like a beautiful baby. The best part is, we are like children, we are His children and we are so loved.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Friday Night Lights







My Week With Nana

So Monday Sept. 28th I had to return to teaching. I just couldn't bear going back to work and taking Michael to daycare all in the same week so my mom came up to take care of Michael for us. What a sweet sacrifice to give up a week o
f her life to help us. I cried everyday on the way to work except for Friday. I think I was so excited that the weekend was here that I didn't have a chance to cry. I felt so safe knowing that my mom was with Michael everyday. She took pictures and texted them to me and I called four times a day to check on him. In reality I know that Michael will be fine but it is so hard for me to be without him. Plus I know he will cry and I will not be there to soothe him. But I know he had fun with Nana because everyday he would smile and giggle with her. She sang songs to him and rocked him in the rocker she used for Matt and me. One afternoon she took Michael on the deck and had a little photo session.

The days literally flew by and I could not have made it through them if it wasn't for my sweet students from last year coming to visit. Kelsey gave Michael the cutest little "sneaker socks". I can't wait until they fit him! I also believe that Michael has grown this week. I guess not b
eing with him all day long allowed me to see that. The only regret is that I didn't take any pictures of Nana with Michael. Thank you mom, words cannot express how grateful I am that you took care of my little boy. Now I understand what an immense love a mother has for her children and I am so grateful to have a mother like you. And by the way, the Bumbo is awesome and Michael is getting stronger everyday!


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